He Said I Was Bold

I flew these past two weeks. It wasn't easy but I soared. I reached a destination that changed my life, my perspective, and my soul.

Sometimes you need to listen to music and sit still. You close your eyes and let your body breathe through the sounds, the tones, the voices, the moments of breath between words.

In my personal life I've been analyzing things. Most of the time, analyzing shouldn't occur. Things should be seen for what they are. Some moments shouldn't be taken so seriously or too loosely. Those moments are just who, what, where, or when. The WHY comes later.

I laid on the floor today and listened to a song. I didn't even really listen to it. I let it soak. I didn't analyze the lyrics or the chord progressions. I just bathed in the simplicity of what it was. I danced today in my own time. I danced today because my body talked to me. It said not to speak, not to think, not to analyze. You walk blindly through life- why not blindly let yourself move? Why can't we just feel? Why are we so afraid?

I can effortlessly let a song take me places. I can dance fiercely and I can make moves out of thin air.

Life is made from the moves you make. It's a dance. You feel it then you do it. You just do it. If you deeply feel it the way a song touches the places inside my heart to create a dance, then you don't analyze. There's only doing it or letting ht moment pass.

Yesterday, I made a move. I created a dance. I made a decision and let all the chips fall.

He said that I was bold.

Thank you.
I feel more bold than ever.