I'm feeling overwhelmed. My life is like a massive game of dodgeball where it's the whole world against me. I've been dodging balls back and forth while there's egg shells on the floor and it's raining misery all over me. So it's getting to the point where I can tell myself to breathe and focus but words get jumbled in my head and breathe and focus sound like leave and give up.
There's tears hiding behind my eyes. They want to come out. But i'm trying so hard to not give in. I'm trying SO hard. It's one foot in front of the other.
I just want to be left alone in a dark room and I don't want to feel anything except keys and strings on my fingertips.
4.25.2008
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- I am Christina.
- The day my mother gave me wings was the day I started learning how to fly. I'm now realizing that it takes a lifetime to learn how to soar. This is my journey. Well, a part of it.
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1 comment:
Yep...again, I completely understand. That was my week too.
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