On Going North

I admit it. I've been home sick. Home sick for all that I used to know. Sick and tired of being so far away from my closest friends and not remembering what it was like to just enjoy the company of people that I have grown up with.

Lately I've been feeling like I've been friendless. Loneliness is the best way to describe it. There was no excitement in hello's or goodbye's or even plans in the near future. I've been so alone.

So finally I decided to do something about it and came up to San Gabriel; my hometown (and proud of it even if its whole entire contents of when I first started living here has been swapped out with asian plazas and well... asian everything). I got to see one of my best friends AC perform his singing stuff. I got hang with Andy. I got to see a ton of other people who randomly started showing up slowly and slowly. I guess it happens on a normal basis... evone was used to it but me. OH! And Edgar and I won a round a beer pong against AC and Andy! woot. PLUS! Today I get to see Claire, Jamie, and Steph which I can't really describe how happy that makes me feel.

It's good to remember where you came from. I'm stilla firm believer is going out and exploring life. But sometimes, you just need a weekend to go to a place where people really know who you are and are excited to see you and vise versa. I feel loved.

I've made a lot of good decisions in my life. I've made a whole lot more bad ones too. But the decision to come here, I must say, has been one the best decisions i've made in my life. I don't say this often but...

I'm proud of myself.

I need to do this more often. Seriously.