Nothing Left To Do

I've been feeling kind of useless these past few days and I'm not sure what else there is for me to do. I really need a job and the one that I really wanted is now up in limbo--I won't find out what position I got until Tuesday. So for the past few days I've been basically the biggest loser in the world. I've watched every episode of Ellen and Oprah and i've watched every gilmore girl episode that comes on ABC Famil twice a day. I do however go on runs which is definitely a nice change in the schedule but otherwise, I have nothing to do.

I'm not used to this nothing to do business. Having something to do or rather, something on the schedule that doesn't consist of me being at home would be nice. I thought of starting a project. I've cleaned my room and the bathroom. I've watched movies, listened to music, found all the books I want to sell on amazon, and threw away a bunch of crap I didn't need. I even reorganized my 'important documents' into one filing folder.

There is always the option of going to starbucks and reading a jane austen novel. Sounds nice, but boring. I need something phyiscal. Something like swimming or wall climbing or getting a job!

I'm going crazy. I need something to do. Maybe I should start learning how to paint. But I don't have paint. Maybe i'll do a collage with all the papers that i'm throwing away. Why would I do that? I'm out of ideas. I can play my guitar again. That always passes the time, but I played it so much yesterday my fingers were black. Maybe i'll dust. Or vaccuum. Learn another language. I wish I had a puzzle. Like a million piece puzzle. I could probably finish it by tomorrow. Very possible. The last thing I want to do is eat. That's how i'll get fat.

I tried finding jobs online today and I found those secret shoppers and opinion poll things. You basically have to pay 20 bucks to get paid for shopping. I don't get it. They all seem like scams. But I honestly would love to get 100 bucks for a survey. Just seems a little scam-ish to me.

I have no idea what else there is for me to do. As you can see, I'm trying to pass time with this blog. I'll probably end up playing some Myspace Pool and then go for my run, take a shower, eat my left over noodles and Co., and well... that's it. I won't and can't do anything more cause THERE'S NOTHING TO DO!!!!!!!!