You know what i've realized?

I lean toward the quiet side a lot. One minute I'm talking excitedly then the next thing you know I'm somewhere in my head.

The human brain weighs 3 pounds but it's so complex. It's a home. I'm in my head contantly and it's a sheltering sort of place. Physically I can't be sheltered from everything aorund me but sometimes its like a out of body experience. You get into this place inside your head where everything surrounding you can seem invisible.

Maybe i'm not making any sense. But I just realized that i've been going in and out and in and out of this place. Can't really stop myself and it's not at all a bad thing. Just an interesting concept-- you can go in and out of yourself.

Or maybe it's my overly active imagination.

On another note:

I'm on 8 cups of coffee and i've been awake for over 13 hours. Happy birthday sarah!

On anothernother note:

I wish I had a car right around now. I would love to just head out somewhere. Anywhere. That's a freedom I wish I had.

Now I am growing quiet.

LOVELOVE.