I feel like two sides of myself are fighting right now. In this point of my life I feel like I want approval from others but I also want to just find my individuality. I want for people to like what I do, especially artistically, and at the same time I want to let my voice speak out the way I see it.
I'm having such a difficult time with this right now. You know when your heart sinks into itself a little? It's a mixture of frustration and low self esteem. I'm not sure who I am in times like these. I just want to play my guitar and hope that out of that, something will appear. Maybe words, a mood, a thought. Anything. A starting point.
The last thing I want to do is doubt myself.
About Me
- I am Christina.
- The day my mother gave me wings was the day I started learning how to fly. I'm now realizing that it takes a lifetime to learn how to soar. This is my journey. Well, a part of it.
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