Sick Cylces

There's a certain helplessness you feel while you're sick. My body is a slave to my heart and my head. Wherever they tell it to go, it goes. Whatever it tells it to do, it does.

Then your body just says, "NO!" So simple of a remark and everything just goes downhill. Your mind says, "you're lying! get up! you're good!" But my body says, "NO!"

And then you realize how helpless you feel. A certain inability, vulnerability, weakness-- subjection to this fragile body. Everything hangs on how your body feels or reacts. And there's a certain reliance on your head and heart to keep the faith. Cause good health is only a few days away.

Isn't it funny how alone you feel when you're sick. At least I do. No one here. Just me. Trying to listen to my body.

Silence is loud when all you hear is your heart.