1.29.2009
Tube Vids of the Moment
Just a cool video I fell in love with.
These two guy make one funny duo... I'm in love with the one on the right.
For those of you who know Footloose, you will understand this.
Guess how old this girl is. She moves like a 25 year old but she just turned 12.
I love him. I mean elmo, of course... WINK WINK!
1.28.2009
If You Want Me To- Ginny Owens
The pathway is broken and the signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason why you brought me here
But just because you love me the way that you do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If you want me to
Cause I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise
You're not through with me yet
So if all of these trials
Bring me closer to you
Then I will go through fire if you want me to
It may not be the way I would have chosen
When you lead me through a world that's not my home
But you never said it would be easy
You only said I'd never go alone
Yeah oooh oh.
So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear you answer my cries for help
I'll remember the sufferin' your love put you through
And I will go through the valley
If you want me to.
And I don't know the reason why you brought me here
But just because you love me the way that you do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If you want me to
Cause I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise
You're not through with me yet
So if all of these trials
Bring me closer to you
Then I will go through fire if you want me to
It may not be the way I would have chosen
When you lead me through a world that's not my home
But you never said it would be easy
You only said I'd never go alone
Yeah oooh oh.
So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear you answer my cries for help
I'll remember the sufferin' your love put you through
And I will go through the valley
If you want me to.
1.27.2009
Wha Happun?
I'm having a hard time getting back into the groove this semester.
I used to be so excited?
What happened?
I need a movie.
I used to be so excited?
What happened?
I need a movie.
1.19.2009
The Complicated Ones
I'm tired. I've been explaining myself today as if I am in a state of post trip blues and pre semester stress.
Sometimes I fear my inability to transition from one part of life to another takes its toll. The fact that I get no time to make a slow fade in and out from one thing to another makes me feel like i'm in a slow motion car crash. A head on collision with an amazing winter break and the reality of what most of my life consists of which in fact is school and work.
I'm feeling a sense of heart ache and the tightening of the knots in my stomach. I feel lost and not knowing what i'm doing. Some people have it so easy. They know what they want, they go get it, they succeed with a few little hiccups here and there. Altogether, they are the lucky ones. And for most of my life i've felt like I was one of those lucky ones. I'm starting to learn that I don't work that way. Never have, never will.
I'm one of the complicated ones. The ones with the dreams that rarely ever come true. The ones with all the patience to keep waiting for something that never happens. The ones who feel so small in the world but believes there is something bigger, something huge. I'm one of the ones who creates disaster without meaning to and who has a servants heart but is waiting for good fortune to shine on them. I'm one of those people. The ones who, when recieves a moment of joy, savors it with every inch of their heart and soul because they don't know when another moment like that will come around again. The ones with a map of life without knowing which route to take. The ones who people tell "do something about it!" but had thought they are already had been taking action.
This winter break has been unlike any winter break I have ever experienced. I wish my life would be that actively special all the time.
Off I go. Head on collision with reality. Once I lay my head on my pillow tonight that's it. That's the end of an amazing memory. Now, all I can do is remember and hope for more.
Sometimes I fear my inability to transition from one part of life to another takes its toll. The fact that I get no time to make a slow fade in and out from one thing to another makes me feel like i'm in a slow motion car crash. A head on collision with an amazing winter break and the reality of what most of my life consists of which in fact is school and work.
I'm feeling a sense of heart ache and the tightening of the knots in my stomach. I feel lost and not knowing what i'm doing. Some people have it so easy. They know what they want, they go get it, they succeed with a few little hiccups here and there. Altogether, they are the lucky ones. And for most of my life i've felt like I was one of those lucky ones. I'm starting to learn that I don't work that way. Never have, never will.
I'm one of the complicated ones. The ones with the dreams that rarely ever come true. The ones with all the patience to keep waiting for something that never happens. The ones who feel so small in the world but believes there is something bigger, something huge. I'm one of the ones who creates disaster without meaning to and who has a servants heart but is waiting for good fortune to shine on them. I'm one of those people. The ones who, when recieves a moment of joy, savors it with every inch of their heart and soul because they don't know when another moment like that will come around again. The ones with a map of life without knowing which route to take. The ones who people tell "do something about it!" but had thought they are already had been taking action.
This winter break has been unlike any winter break I have ever experienced. I wish my life would be that actively special all the time.
Off I go. Head on collision with reality. Once I lay my head on my pillow tonight that's it. That's the end of an amazing memory. Now, all I can do is remember and hope for more.
1.15.2009
Time to Quote
One of my favorite movies is Elizabethtown. I'm watching it right now. My favorite movie to quote. The bold quotes are my favorites!
"I'm impossible to forget, but I'm hard to remember. " [I know how that feels.]
"Trust me. Everybody is less mysterious than they think they are. "
"I'm one of a kind."
"I think I've been asleep most of my life."
"Men see things in a box, and women see them in a round room."
"Some music needs air. Roll down your window."
"To have never taken a solitary road trip across country? I mean everybody's got to take a road trip, at least once in their lives. Just you and some music. "
"60B!"
" I want you to get into the deep beautiful melancholy of everything that's happened. "
" It takes time to be funny. It takes time to extract joy from life. "
"I'm walking out the door... in last night's clothes. "
"Welcome to the annual meeting of people who annually meet, and we'll see ya'll next year. "
"Sadness is easier because its surrender. I say make time to dance alone with one hand waving free. "
"So you failed. Alright you really failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You think I care about that? I do understand. You wanna be really great? Then have the courage to fail big and stick around. Make them wonder why you're still smiling. "
"In that moment, I knew success, not greatness, was the only god the world served. "
"I'm going to miss your lips. And everything attached to them. "
"You know, You're always trying to break up with me, and we're not even together. "
"If it wasn't this... it'd be something else. "
"Drew Baylor: And who says we have to listen to 'them'?
Claire Colburn: *They* do! "
"I'm impossible to forget, but I'm hard to remember. " [I know how that feels.]
"Trust me. Everybody is less mysterious than they think they are. "
"I'm one of a kind."
"I think I've been asleep most of my life."
"Men see things in a box, and women see them in a round room."
"Some music needs air. Roll down your window."
"To have never taken a solitary road trip across country? I mean everybody's got to take a road trip, at least once in their lives. Just you and some music. "
"60B!"
" I want you to get into the deep beautiful melancholy of everything that's happened. "
" It takes time to be funny. It takes time to extract joy from life. "
"I'm walking out the door... in last night's clothes. "
"Welcome to the annual meeting of people who annually meet, and we'll see ya'll next year. "
"Sadness is easier because its surrender. I say make time to dance alone with one hand waving free. "
"So you failed. Alright you really failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You think I care about that? I do understand. You wanna be really great? Then have the courage to fail big and stick around. Make them wonder why you're still smiling. "
"In that moment, I knew success, not greatness, was the only god the world served. "
"I'm going to miss your lips. And everything attached to them. "
"You know, You're always trying to break up with me, and we're not even together. "
"If it wasn't this... it'd be something else. "
"Drew Baylor: And who says we have to listen to 'them'?
Claire Colburn: *They* do! "
1.13.2009
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1.05.2009
Pretty Big.
I feel as if the world is spinning while i'm standing still. I'm sort of waiting to catch up but i'm not quite there yet. The feeling I have right now is the kind of feeling you get when you've spun around with your forehead to a baseball bat. I'm trying to look things straight on but they are still spinning and tilting and I have to wait for the world to slow down.
I admit, this break has been the best break I have ever had. Unforgettable, actually.
My life isn't amazing and my life isn't terrible. My life is pretty normal. When something is unforgettable in my life, it means its something that will stay in my memory forever.
That's pretty big.
I admit, this break has been the best break I have ever had. Unforgettable, actually.
My life isn't amazing and my life isn't terrible. My life is pretty normal. When something is unforgettable in my life, it means its something that will stay in my memory forever.
That's pretty big.
